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"Then someone asked the name of the entity that was coming through and the answer was Mahatma Morya."

When Tuella passed away, she left me some of the things that she used in her business of Guardian Action International. She passed away in September of 1993 (?). I did not get any of these things until her daughter Donna Long came through Missouri in late December of 1994.

Donna called me and told me that she was moving from Pennsylvania back to Utah and wanted to stop by Springfield, Missouri to give to me the items that Tuella wished for me to have. I made arrangements with a friend for a place for Donna and her friend Rachel to stay while they were in town. They arrived in Springfield around 2:00 a.m. I had them follow me to my friend Barbara's apartment. We went to bed and awoke to breakfast cooking. It would be impossible for me to describe that entire weekend. I will tell you that during those five days, many miracles happened. These five days took place over the New Year's weekend. We stayed in a two-bedroom apartment with limited space and limited parking. To prepare for this weekend Barbara bought some groceries and turned her Healing Room into a bedroom. Donna and Rachel slept in Barbara's bedroom and Barbara and I slept in the Healing Room.

The first day, Rachel talked to Barbara and told Barbara that she had been diagnosed as a Multiple Personality and that she had been raised in a Satanic Cult. So the first miracle that started the weekend was a healing that took place on Rachel. Barbara had been studying Multi-Dimensional Cellular Healing with Ken Page, and offered to work on Rachel. Rachel asked if Donna could be there during the session and Barbara wanted me in there also. So the four of us went into the Healing Room for Rachel's session. A nasty entity came through about 30 minutes into the session; Donna and I had to literally hold Rachel's body down on the table, while Barbara was working on her. At the exact same time Donna, Barbara and I seemed to come to the realization that this power was beyond our abilities, so at the same time all three of us called upon God, each in our own manner. All at once one entire wall of the room opened up and a flood of Golden light washed through the entire room. It washed through all four of us and everything else that was in the room. When I became conscious again of what was happening Donna and I were singing, "Come Holy Spirit", and Barbara was chanting, "Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai Sabayoth" which loosely translates to mean "Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God of Hosts/Armies." Rachel was lying peacefully on the massage table with an angelic look or smile on her face. The best way to describe what had happened was an exorcism by God. Rachel became one person. She slept off and on for the rest of the weekend.

When I left the room, it was to find my daughter Angel sitting in the living room waiting for me. She said that she could tell that something important was going on so she didn't want to interrupt us. I honestly felt at that time that I would ascend. I could feel the entire lightness of my being. I looked at Angel and told her that I needed to be grounded really fast, and that she had to say or do anything at that time to keep me here. I went outside on the patio and started to chain smoke, while my daughter did the teenager thing and began chattering and complaining to me. After a few minutes, I sat down in a chair and started to cry. Angel threw her arms around me and started to cry herself. She told me that she really thought that I was going to float away when I stepped outside. She said that I looked nothing at all like her mother, and that when I told her to help me ground she couldn't think of anything else to do but to complain. I told her that it had been the perfect thing for her to do, because it got me back to being just Debbie again. So we sat outside hugging each other until Barbara and Donna came out. They had taken Rachel into Barbara's room and put her to bed. They then came out and they themselves began chain smoking. By the way, that when the realization came to me that smoking helps to keep me grounded here. While we were sitting on the patio talking about what had just taken place, there was a knock on the front door. Another friend of Barbara's and mine, Marty, had shown up. She lived in a small town about 35 miles outside Springfield, and had come to town to run some errands and wanted to stop by and meet Donna. We then told Marty about what had happened. She visited with us for several hours and when it came time for her to leave, her car wouldn't start. So she called her husband and told him, and he told her not to worry about it, for her to spend the night and he would send someone the following day to fix the car. Well, without getting into a long drawn out statement as to why, you can just rest assured that this was the second miracle of the weekend.

Barbara then remembered that I had been asking her to put me into an altered state so that she could ask my Higher Self what I could do to prevent accidents from happening with my radical electrical energy. I had recently blown up my microwave and when visiting a friends' house, I had been sitting a wall away from their electrical water heater and it had blown up too. So Barbara offered to go ahead right then and do it. So we went back into the healing room. Angel left so now it was just Barbara, Donna, Marty and myself in there.

Barbara put me under and began to call upon my Higher Self. We got the 11th dimensional part of me to come through. She informed us that since I had an alien soul that was residing in a human container that the electricity was caused by overflow of that alien energy. THIS WAS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. She also said that when I became passionate this electricity became uncontainable. So she offered the assistance of showing me a position to sit in when I felt the electricity becoming uncontrollable. This was a position of me sitting on the floor with my knees bent with both feet flat on the floor and both hands flat on the floor underneath my butt. She said that this position would cause a conduit of sorts for the electricity to flow more easily.

After this came through, the four of us decided that we were famished. When we left the Healing Room, the phone rang. Barbara answered the phone, and came back into the living room with a smile on her face. She said a woman that she had been working with was coming over and bringing food! Barbara told me that she had been telling this woman about me and had been planning on introducing the two of us, so now would be the perfect chance. About twenty minutes later there is a knock on the door and this poor woman was greeted by four woman that barely looked at her, we just jumped on the food! Lucky for us, she brought beef, which greatly helped us further with grounding. This new woman into this circle of woman was Marie. She was a wonderful addition to our little group. She was disappointed in missing everything that had already taken place though. As we were sitting there talking she began to feel lightheaded, and it became progressively worse. She asked to lie down. So Barbara took her into the Healing room, there she immediately began to feel better.

After much visiting and catching up, Marie went home, Marty lay down on the sofa, and the rest of us went to bed. When I lay down, I closed my eyes and began to see something wondrous. It was as if I were travelling at light speed in perfect blackness, and as I moved I could see bands of twinkling bright colors flash by me. This seemed to last for quite a long time. Then I heard Barbara say, "Debbie what are you doing?" So I told her something like, "I'm moving through a huge, colorful Slinky." Then she said, "Oh my, you must be moving through the Tube Torus." Just as she said that name, it disappeared. I was so disappointed, it seemed as if I missed something very vital. But I did ask her what the Tube Torus was. She told me that she would tell me in the morning and we both went to sleep. The next morning was New Year's Eve. We all woke up refreshed to Barbara making breakfast for us. After we ate, Marty went out to her car, and it started right up. So she went home. Barbara and I had been invited to a friend's house for New Year's Eve party, so we asked Donna and Rachel if they would like to go. Rachel immediately said that she really wanted to just stay there and catch up on some sleep. Donna said that she would do whatever we wanted. I think it was unanimous from the beginning, none of us wanted to leave that space. We were still enjoying that wonderful golden energy....

For the next several hours, Barbara would walk around the house chanting, the same wonderful chant that she was chanting after the exorcism. Donna and I talked a lot, and Rachel slept. Barbara came up to me once and told me that Thoth was walking her around the apartment and telling her to chant. But she didn't know what for. Then there came a knock at the door. Marty was back, she told us that the party that she and her husband were supposed to go to fell through, and that he told her to come back into Springfield and spend the night with her friends. Boy oh Boy was that another miracle. You would have to understand the people involved, her husband hated me totally. For him to suggest that she spend New Year's Eve with me was something completely beyond him. Donna asked me to do a reading for her, so we sat at the kitchen table, then as if by design people that we knew started showing up. All of the people that had been invited to the same New Year's party that we had been invited to ended up at the apartment. By 9:00 that evening, even the woman that had invited everyone to her party showed up at the door, saying something to the affect of, "I just got the craziest notion that I had to come here tonight, so I left a message on my door telling people to come here instead." When people would show up most of them would look at Barbara with a funny look on their faces and tell her that they just wanted to sit in her Healing Room for a few minutes. This was not a large apartment and at one point I counted over 40 people there, and they all had a place to sit. Not only that, there was food everywhere, and not one person had brought food in with them. Barbara's apartment only had 3 parking spaces available to her apartment and there was no other nearby parking around. But everyone said that they parked out front. At another time I walked into the kitchen and there was a woman standing there that I had never met, so I introduced myself. She asked me if that was my apartment and I told her it was Barbara's, so she asked me then who Barbara was. Even though she was standing in Barbara's kitchen cooking shrimp. She told me that she found the shrimp in the freezer and hoped that Barbara wouldn't mind her cooking it. Barbara had walked into the kitchen while she was saying this and shook her head and looked at me and said, "I didn't have shrimp in my freezer." All kinds of food were floating around the place, and Barbara said that she had no idea where it had come from.

For hours people would show up, meet other people, talk, eat, and then leave again. Not only that, but Barbara's kitchen table was a very small table, if 3 people would sit at that table they would be cramped. But at one time I noticed over 8 people sitting at the table with loads of food, and they were all sitting in comfort. I know because I was one of those people. The other funny thing about it though, was that Barbara only had 4 chairs that went with the table, and had on two other folding chairs. So where did the other two come from? At midnight, we all got really quiet, we stood in a circle in the living room. Without any planning at all, we all just seemed to welcome the chance to state what we hoped for the New Year. This was completed with everyone getting a chance to state their purpose. Then we ended with a group and individual hugs. Shortly after that many of the people left. Rachel went to bed and that left about 10 of us sitting around the kitchen table. Out of the blue Barbara looked at me and said, "Debbie I would like for you to get in touch with your Higher Self, I have a question to ask." That threw me for a loop. Then I started to look around and I was sitting under a beautiful chandelier, sitting in front of the microwave and her bread-maker, and sitting next to her refrigerator. Without really stopping to think what I was doing, I sat down on the floor with my back propped up against a buffet and put myself in the position that my Higher Self said would contain the electrical flow. The next thing that I remember is there are 6 or 7 people standing over me holding their hands about a foot above my head. They were making comments like, "oh my gosh, I can feel it" "it does feel like a spiral" or "this is the strangest feeling". I looked and sitting in a chair next to me was my friend Marty. She looked as if she were in trance. Then while I was watching her she looked up and shook her head and looked at me really strangely. Everyone else was sitting back down looking at me really weird too. Barbara spoke to me and asked me what more I wanted to tell them. Donna then said, "I think Debbie is back." Then Donna proceeded to tell me that I had been channeling. Trance channeling. I remembered nothing. So then everyone began talking at once trying to tell me everything that was said.

They told me that Barbara's question had been, "When are we going to enter into the Photon Belt?" The answer was that what we imagined the Photon Belt to be was not entirely correct. That the true significance of the "Days of Darkness" were more along the lines of man having to stand without Light interference. That things would be more or less strictly human for a span of time. Not darkness as in without electricity. Then they were told that the trip through the Photon Belt would not last as long as was thought since the elliptic had changed. Then they were given a lesson on what this entity's energy would feel like. Then someone asked what the energy of the channeling itself felt like. That is what they were doing with their hands over my head, they had been told that if they put their hands there they would be able to feel a vortex of spiraling energy. There was a lot more info that came through in that first channeling, but that one didn't get on tape and it has now been five years since it happened.

After that, everyone else left. Leaving Rachel in bed and Donna, Barbara, Marty and myself up and still at it. So Donna asked me to do the reading that we had started earlier. Donna also told Marty and Barbara to stay for her reading. What then ended up happening was I ended up doing a reading for all four of us together. This is the one and only time in my reading career that I have been able to pick up information on myself. During this reading, the information came through that two of us would move to the West, one would move out of the country and then in about 5 years we would all be together again. Well at that time we though that Donna was one of the one's moving west. But now Barbara and I both have moved to Arizona.

We all went to bed after the reading. Then the next morning people started showing up again. Barbara was telling some of our friends about me channeling the night before. So Ada, a friend of ours, asked me if I thought that I could do it again. I told her that I didn't know but I could try. All I knew for certain was that Marty had to be sitting next to me. So I got back in my special position, this time I was allowed to be able to see things, while I was channeling. Not things that were in the room, but I was able to see things that were being explained.

Essentially what came through amounted to this: The first thing that was said was that Marty was my anchor and that until I became adjusted to leaving my body while he came in, I needed the security of an anchor. Someone that I trusted would help me find my way back.

Then someone asked the name of the entity that was coming through and the answer was Mahatma Morya. He also explained to them that someone of his status had the ability of coming in on up to 12 rays. (At this time I was shown rays of light in different colors, 3 of them were woven together) He explained that at that time he was coming in on three rays. He also explained that no Master could come in on more than 7 rays at any given time with a human, it would be too much for the human to take. That the more rays that he came in on the harder it would be on the body that he used to come in through. (As I later found out) Then he began to explain to them that the time for separation was over with. That the time for going within has ended. The time for brining our energies together had come. We had all come from One and we had gone to the furthest reaches that we could go, and now we are on our way back to the One. In order to do that, we must all share our information with others and glean what they too had to offer. He explained that not one person would be allowed to know all, so therefore all there is to be known was spread out. So the only way that we could get the most of all that is, is to share what we know and learn what others know. He was very emphatic with this information. He told them that the time for thinking of a trinity was over, that instead of thinking for instance of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. It was now time to be thinking of Father, Mother, Child and Holy Spirit. He said that in order for us to fully understand the meaning of entering into the fourth dimension that we would have to fully incorporate the meaning of four into our lives. (In the meantime, he was showing me the One as a block, then below the One was Four. Beneath each of the Four were Four, then beneath each of those were Four. In other words he was showing me a pyramid structured by fours.) He then explained that when we could incorporate Four fully into our lives then the Truth behind the mystical 144,000 would be made known to us. (At this time in one of the levels of the pyramid golden light was shining through). Then someone asked him about alien knowledge, if it too had something to do with all that is to be known. His answer was definitely. (Then he showed me the same One, with the same Four, then there was a different pyramid taken from those that belonged to the Grey's. Then I was shown a different pyramid for the Pleiadians and another for the Andromedeans, but each of these pyramids had the same One on top and Four beneath the One. Then I was shown how all of the pyramids came together and made an even bigger pyramid.)

He then told them that he would continue coming in through me, for a short period of time to bring through some information that was needed. Then he left. When I became aware of the fact that I was back, I then explained to everyone what I had seen as opposed to what they had heard, because I couldn't hear what he was telling them, they told me, then I explained what I saw. Then Marty spoke up and said that she was also allowed to see what I saw. After the discussion, I was ravenous again, and had to eat. So one of the men that was there offered to go get takeout. He came back with BEEF.

Again, that afternoon, Marty attempted to leave and her car would not start. So again she called her husband and he told her to stay. During the course of the day again, people would show up and ask to just sit in Barbara's Healing Room. There were readings that took place off and on. There were people meeting people, people exchanging ideas and concepts. The day went very quickly. Then sometime towards sundown, someone again suggested that I attempt to bring through El Morya. This time I was prepared. I had written down questions that I would like to have answered. And again, Marty sat close to me as I got in my special position.

This time when I felt the contact, I saw four colored cords wrapped together. Barbara and Donna we the ones that asked the questions. Barbara asked if it was the one known here as El Morya that was present. The answer was yes, that he had been known by that title. Barbara then asked if Debbie's soul was truly alien. He then began a small discourse describing the origins of my being. He said that my soul walked in at a very young age. The soul had never had an Earth life before this, so the soul brought with it fragments of other souls that had previous Earth incarnations so that this soul would have something to help it survive in this place. He then explained that I carried with me a large portion of Helena Blavatsky's soul, a portion of the Czarina's soul, a portion of Euripides' soul among many others. He also stated that the original soul had decided to remain to work through some of the karma of the body, but that soul had remained in the background. The alien soul was what was referred to as the "oversoul". He also stated that the original soul finally left the body when the body was approximately 28 years of age.

Donna then asked where the alien soul came from. The answer was very vague. He said that we on Earth do not know the name of it, but that it was located somewhere within the area that we would call the "Belt of Orion". He said that I was having a very hard time with my assignment. I had a difficult time with dealing with humans at times. He also said that I was a special volunteer, I had come when the planet herself cried out for help. So as an alien to this planet, I would have the tendency to looks upon the humans as the ones that were killing her. (Unfortunately, this has been true) So his suggestion for me was that I surround myself with Lightworkers and other walk-ins, in order to help me learn compassion for the humans of this planet. He then began to explain that this was also my lesson in learning to quit being separated. The separateness issue was very strong in his teachings. Donna asked him if the issue of teaching us the way in going back to the One was his main agenda. His answer was that was the job that he was given to do. Then he was asked if he was given this job to do, then who gave him his job? To this he became very agitated. He cleared his (my) throat, opened the eyes and looked at each person sitting there. His statement was more of a declaration. He stated that there was a high council, upon which he was a member of this council. The council decided that it was time that the peoples of Earth knew that we had reached the furthest separated state from Source that we could reach. That now was the time for the coming together of All that is to help not only this planet, but to bring about integration for this universe. He also said that he personally had felt it was not yet time for the occupants of this planet to know this information. He personally felt that if the peoples of planet Earth knew this, that they would have the tendency to let up on the energies that they had been working so hard at. The matter was brought to a vote, and by a narrow margin it passes. They did decide though that El Morya had a good reason for voting against it, so therefore it was also voted that since he had worked so closely with the occupants of this planet, that he would then have the wisdom to know whom to contact and how exactly to put it. (In other words, he was sent to do a job that he was against) He said that he would do his job, and he would be extremely careful as to how the people of this planet heard it and who they would hear it through.

Donna then asked that since Debbie carried a large portion of Blavatsky's energy, is that why Debbie was chosen for him to come through? They told me later that he smiled and sighed and stated that yes, he had always worked well with her. Then he said that he had come in too strong and that Debbie's' body was needing relief. He told then to bring a large glass of ice water in to give to Debbie when he left. So when I came back in I was immediately handed a large glass of water and instructed to drink it down. This in itself was hard for me to do since I do not tend to drink anything ice cold. I did tell them that the only thing that I had been shown this time, besides the four strands, was a very large area that had 24 large chairs sitting in a semi-circle around an even larger throne. We gathered that this was representing the council.

People began leaving, and when Marty went outside to check her car, it started right up again. So she too left. This was to be Donna's last night with me, so we spent the rest of the evening talking and making plans of our own. Rachel in turn visited with Barbara. The next morning was spent with Donna unpacking her van and showing me the things that Tuella had left for me. Among them was the picture of Helena Blavatsky that was taken when she was sitting alone upon a large chair. When the picture was developed there were three men standing behind the chair in the picture with her. The three men were St. Germaine, El Morya and Kuthumi. When Tuella recognized the Blavatsky energy in me, she demanded that this picture be hung over my desk, to ensure that the Madame would watch over my work. She had also left me her copy of Blavatsky's book, "The Key to Theosophy." When Donna and Rachel left, Barbara and I sat down and begin going over the events of the entire 5 days. We did have tape recordings of all but the first channeling of El Morya. We even had a tape with the exorcism on it. We had the foresight to have notes taken during some of the readings along with tapes of the readings. Donna took hers with her, but Marty left hers with us for safe keeping. Then Barbara looked at me and asked, if I wanted to keep bringing through El Morya. I told her that I was open to it, I would just like a couple of days rest first.

Over the course of the next several months, I channeled El Morya on at least four other occasions. The only other one with which I choose at this time to share with you is one that was full of surprises for all that were there. I have a friend, Carol, who is even better than I at research. When I told her about the channeling that El Morya mentioned my soul fragment connections, she was very excited. I told her that Blavatsky made sense, and that Euripides even made some sense. But I had no idea who the Czarina was.... I asked her if he could be meaning the wife of the Czar, and if so, which Czar. At that time, I had never even heard of the Czar's wife being referred to as a Czarina. She told me that she would do some research for me.

A couple of days later she showed up with pages of material and a video tape of a special that had been on TV about Nicholas and Alexandria. We talked about all of this. She had found a couple of instances where Alexandria had been referred to as the Czarina. After talking about it, she suggested that we go to Barbara's house and see if I could bring him through again. She said that she would love to be there when it happened, since she had never been to a channeling before. She assured me that she would get answers from him. So I called Barbara, she said to come right over. When we got there, Barbara suggested that I lay down on the massage table in her Healing Room to do it. What I am going to tell you know, is from what I learned from the tape immediately after El Morya left. Barbara insisted that I listen to it immediately and that they both wanted to here it again too, since so much happened that they both missed some of what he said. Besides, I was in no condition to do anything else but, bundle up in a blanket, drink hot tea, and listen. (you will know why soon)

I can remember laying down on the table and asking Barbara if she had a blank tape in the recorder.... Then I recall seeing seven light strands weaving around me, then I found myself in a perfect sphere of inky blackness. I felt comfort and peace in that sphere.

When Barbara realized that I was not there anymore, she asked if El Morya was present. He spoke very softly, he told her that he was there with something very important to say. But before he could speak, Carol asked him if the Czarina that he spoke of earlier was Alexandria. He said that the Czarina that he was referring to was the ancient title of the woman of the most ability. He said that Blavatsky was closer to the title of Czarina than Alexandria. He said that in the ancient history of that place on Earth the woman had more power than the man. The original title was for the woman of the most psychic power, who essentially ran that land. This had been a title that had been handed down, usually from mother to daughter, or mother to granddaughter. They were like oracles.

Then he began talking again of becoming the One, he said that the time had come for him to move on to more beings that would be willing to bring him through. That he had to go forth and spread this message. He told them of the differences between the words dependence, independence, and interdependence. He said that humans had been brought in on the energy of dependence, they had been dependant upon the strongest to provide food, shelter, protection and so forth. Then human kind graduated so to speak to independence. Then this taught them separateness to it's fullest, because then they had free thought and free actions. But this freedom also taught them judgement, because they would judge others to be wrong, who did not think or act as they did. This judgement was keeping humans from coming together to share openly with each other. So now the time had come for humans to learn interdependence so that they might be able to move out of the judgement that was keeping them from learning all there is to know.

Just then, Carol, spoke up and said, "But Debbie wants to know about the Czarina." He gave an exasperated sound and said, "This is like I tell you to plant a beautiful garden and all you can say is, 'but what kinds of peas do you want me to plant?' I don't care what kind of peas that you plant of if you even plant peas at all. All I'm asking of you is that you plant the garden."

On the tape at this time, there was a loud sound as if someone hit the wall, and then you could hear crying. Then he said, "My daughter, do you know who I am?" I could hear Barbara, saying, "Yes, I know who you are." Then I could hear Barbara crying softly. Then he said, "I have stayed too long in this body, with too much energy. The body temperature is getting to high. You must cool this body down quickly by putting ice against the bottoms of the feet. I must go now. Take care of this body."

When I came to, the window was open, the ceiling fan was on, my socks were off and I had ice all over me, including the bottoms of my feet. I was shaking with the cold and my teeth were chattering. All I could get out of my mouth was something like, "I'm cold."

After listening to the tape, Barbara and Carol told me what else had happened. Carol says that she got kicked in the butt by El Morya. She said that when she asked him the last time about the Czarina, he turned his head and looked at her. She said that there was nothing there that looked like Debbie. She saw the face of a man with a dark beard, and when he looked at her, the eyes were a golden brown and light shone from them that was so bright she couldn't look at them. It was Carol falling back against the wall, that was the loud noise on the tape. It was also her crying in the background. Then Barbara said that he turned and looked at her when he asked, "My daughter do you know who I am?" She said that he looked at her with such a look of love that her heart opened drastically. She too began weeping. She said that he took her hand and made her look at him when he began telling her that the body was over-heating. She said that the touch of his hand was firm and extremely hot. So she was able to come back to herself and get started in cooling down my body.

To this day Carol, will tell people that she was once kicked in the butt by a Master. But at the same time she will turn serious and tell you that when a Master speaks you had better listen.

That was the last time that El Morya came through me and that was almost 5 years ago. I do not feel that he is gone for good, I feel that he is still doing the job that he was told to do. I do know that one day we will come back together again. I feel that I missed a lot, since I was not able to look him in the eye. But I feel very privileged that he choose me to come through. Since working with his energy, I have now been able to channel without being in an almost comatose state. In fact when Metatron comes through to teach a Kabbalah class, he can be very animated with this body. Ashtar has also come through with no problems. The funny thing is, now that it's almost 5 years later, Ashtar has been saying some of the same things that El Morya talked about - Interdependence - and working together as Lightworkers to bring about the integration of the One.